Transform Your Love Life: Healing from Trauma Inside Out

I loved meeting with my friend and colleague, Jeanne Byrd, to discuss how food, movement, and mindset can help heal the wounds of early trauma and create a foundation for authentic, lasting love. Jeanne is an Integrative Nutritionist making a connection between caring for your body and cultivating healthy, loving relationships.

From Sacrifice to Self-Care: How Caring for Your Body Transforms Your Life

When I reflect on my conversation with Jeanne Byrd for my podcast, I’m struck by how deeply her story of neglecting her own needs mirrored my own—and likely many of yours. Jeanne’s experience in the demanding film industry led her to put her physical well-being on the back burner, sacrificing herself for the sake of her career. That resonated with me because I’ve done the same in relationships, giving and giving until there was nothing left of me.

For many of us who experienced early trauma, this pattern of self-neglect is familiar. Childhood wounds often teach us to strive for worthiness by taking care of others while abandoning our own needs. But here’s the truth: self-sacrifice doesn’t make you worthy. Recognizing this pattern and choosing self-care instead is an act of reclaiming your power. It’s not selfish—it’s survival and transformation.

Food as Medicine: Choosing Nourishment Over Neglect

I’ve always believed that healing the wounds of the past requires addressing both the emotional and physical aspects of our lives. Jeanne and I agreed on one crucial thing: food is medicine. Unfortunately, many of us are stuck in habits that reflect how we feel about ourselves. The Standard American Diet (SAD) is not designed to nourish—it’s designed for convenience and addiction, and it often mirrors the emotional neglect we’ve internalized from our past.

Choosing nutrient-rich foods is a form of self-love. It says, “I matter, and I deserve to feel good.” This doesn’t mean you have to overhaul everything overnight. Start small. Jeanne shared a simple but powerful tip: swap out unhealthy options like ice cream for frozen fruit purees. This one change can boost your energy, shift your mood, and show you the power of taking just one step in the direction of care.

Try This: What’s one unhealthy habit you can replace with a nourishing choice? Take it one day at a time and notice how it makes you feel.

The Gut-Heart Connection: Healing from the Inside Out

If you’ve ever felt “off” emotionally and couldn’t quite put your finger on why, it might be time to look at your gut health. I’ve learned through my conversation with Jeanne—that our gut, often called the “second brain,” plays a massive role in our emotional well-being. The gut and brain communicate constantly, influencing our mood, stress levels, and even our capacity for connection.

For those of us healing from trauma, healing the gut is like creating a stronger foundation for emotional resilience. Even small changes, like adding gut-friendly foods (berries, whole grains) and avoiding inflammatory combinations (white flour and potatoes), can make a significant difference. It’s not just about food—it’s about how you feel in your body and your relationships.

Action Step: Reflect on your current diet. What foods could you add that truly nourish your body and mind? Start with one gut-friendly food this week.

Movement as Medicine: Honoring Your Body with Action

Movement has been one of the most transformative tools in my healing journey. I’ve experienced how even small, intentional actions—like walking outside or stretching—can change my mood, energy, and outlook. Movement isn’t just about getting fit; it’s about honoring your body, showing up for yourself, and reconnecting with the vessel that carries you through life. Remember, movement isn’t about punishment; it’s about joy and connection. When we move, we remind ourselves that we are alive, capable, and worthy of care.

Start Small: Commit to just 10 minutes of movement a day. Notice how it shifts your mood and reconnects you with your body.

Transforming Beliefs: From “I Don’t Matter” to “I Am Worthy”

The beliefs we carry from childhood shape everything—what we eat, how we treat our bodies, and the relationships we attract. For years, I carried the false belief that I didn’t matter. It influenced how I cared for myself (or didn’t) and the kind of love I accepted into my life. The work of healing begins with questioning these beliefs. What’s more true than “I don’t matter?” These shifts take time, but each step you take—whether it’s eating better, moving your body, or speaking kindly to yourself—reinforces the truth of your worth.

Reflection Exercise: Pay attention to how certain choices make you feel. Are they aligned with the belief that you matter, or are they reinforcing neglect? Start choosing actions that affirm your worth.

Building Trust and Accountability: Finding Support on the Journey

For many trauma survivors, trust is a challenging concept. It’s hard to rely on others when trust was violated early on. But healing doesn’t happen in isolation and it’s important to find a guide—someone who can hold space for you, remind you of your strengths, and support you when taking those first steps feels impossible.

If you’re hesitant to trust, know that it’s okay. Start small. Find someone who listens, cares, and holds you accountable with kindness. Healing is a process, and having someone by your side can make all the difference.

Pro Tip: Look for a coach, mentor, or community that feels aligned with your goals. Trust is built over time, one small step at a time.

Small Actions, Big Transformation: Start Today

Here’s what I’ve learned from my own journey – transformation doesn’t happen all at once. It’s the result of small, intentional actions taken consistently over time.

Maybe your first step is swapping out one unhealthy food. Maybe it’s going for a short walk or journaling about how a meal made you feel. Maybe it’s reaching out to someone for support. Whatever it is, commit to it. You don’t have to change everything overnight—you just have to start.

I invite you to make a commitment to yourself. Choose one action—big or small—that says, “I care about me.” Maybe it’s preparing a healthy meal, going outside for fresh air, or simply sitting with the thought, “I matter.” Whatever it is, let it be a testament to your journey of healing and growth.

Taking care of your body is not just about health—it’s about reclaiming your power and creating the life and relationships you deserve. You are worthy of care, connection, and love. Start today, one small step at a time. You’ve got this.

To explore Jeanne Byrd’s work further, visit her website at JeanneByrd.com or tune into her podcast Love Sugar on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or YouTube. For more conversations like this, subscribe to From Trauma to True Love and join us in creating lives filled with love, connection, and wholeness.

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The Law of Surrender

This Spiritual Law requires that you surrender to the circumstances of your life as they are. Ultimately, this is the “telling myself the truth” law. This is the way it is, now what? When you are able to surrender to what is, then you open yourself up to tons of possibilities that will change the experience you are having with your life. Surrendering is very different than giving up. When you “give up,” you feel victimized, but when you surrender you become empowered to take different actions than you have in the past. When you “give up,” you feel drained and empty, but when you surrender you are filled with inspiration and become open to a wider view of yourself and the world around you. When you resist what is, whatever you’re resisting consumes your attention and it becomes very difficult to be in the flow of your life. Surrendering opens us up to a greater reality than what we previously thought possible. Dan Millman talks about The Law of Surrender In the first half of this video, Millman teaches this law using some common circumstances we might find ourselves in. The Law of Surrender gives us new ways to be in the world. Millman also teaches an important concept that I work with in my coaching work: “Emotions are the weather patterns of the body.” During the second half of the video, Millman shares a simple way to stay in the present moment. via My Heart Heals With The Law of Surrender | My Heart Heals.
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Breakup Music Playlist

Music as a self-care practice! Music is an important part of our lives, isn’t it? There are certain songs that take us back to a specific time of our lives, like our teen years, or an event, like our wedding day. My ex-brother and sister-in-law got married to the Beatles song, “Will You Still Love Me When I’m 64?” They’re still together. I should have known where my marriage was headed when my husband asked the mariachis to serenade us with, “El Asesino, which, in Spanish, means The Murderer (in case you were wondering). Oh, that should have been a red flag that I was creating my break up music playlist. And today it makes sense that one of my favorite songs to listen to several years into our marriage was Willie Nelson’s Country & Western hit, “You Picked a Fine Time to Leave Me, Lucille.” I hadn’t been happy for a long time. Music connects the head and heart! After I left my marriage, I listened to a lot of music that was heart-opening, like “Ra Ma Da Sa” by Snatam Kaur. I was very intentional listening as I engaged in my Kundalini yoga practice. And then I listened incessantly to Michael Franti. I resonated with songs like “Hey World (Don’t give Up), ” because I felt like my world was a war zone. It gave me hope and I felt like I was asking the Universe to not give up on me -personally! Oh, and I learned to drum – it was like listening to my own heartbeat that I had lost touch with. A few years later, my lover turned me onto Prog, and the musical bars were raised! Listen to Spock’s Beard’s masterpiece, “The Doorway.” Isn’t it beautiful? Listening to this can you see how relationships can serve as a catalyst for our evolution? A doorway to knowing ourselves more deeply… Music can be irreverent! But, that’s fun! I love empowering music, and one of my favorite singer/songwriters is Storm Large. She’s not for everyone, but she tells it like it is and she says things the most of us would never dare speak out loud. Like this inappropriate song called, “I Want You to Die!” It is appropriate however for the angry hurt moments…. She’s a powerhouse who has lived through abuse, neglect, and depression. I love her! And have seen her in concert a couple of times. She has a wide range and is comfortable performing in jeans and a t-shirt or a fancy gown, like when she played Carnegie Hall. I personally think every woman should know Storm. You can check out her racy music, I’ll just share a mild one here that is perfect for getting over someone. Here’s Storm’s version of “Hopelessly Devoted To You.” Let’s Co-Create a Playlist! Now it’s your turn? Share your EMPOWERMENT music here! What are some fabulous songs, artists, genres you listen to?
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More Divorces Filed In January

Three Reasons People File for Divorce in January There are more divorces filed in January than any other month, so says The Huffington Post. There is never a good time to break up and if you don’t do it now, you’ll probably be in it another year. With the holidays over the thought of staying in an unhappy relationship one more year can seem overwhelming. While New Year’s resolutions often fall away by February, many feel if they don’t file in January they may fall back into denial and pretend everything is okay for another year. There are many reasons people file for divorce in January, but as a divorce coach, here are the top three that I hear people talk about the most. Reason #3 – Selfishness or Compassion? Even though the decision to leave a relationship is often made during the holiday season, nobody wants to file for divorce while everyone is celebrating and gathering together as a family. Divorce brings an enormous amount of pain and suffering for, not only the couple but extended family and friends as well. The logic most people have is that filing in January is a better time. There are two ways of experiencing the decision to wait until after the holidays. Both are true. The first is selfishness and goes something like: “I couldn’t do that to my family during the holidays,” or “I don’t want to deal with it right now.” So, people wait until January. Here’s another way people experience their decision to wait: Even though it might not seem like it, compassion is driving the decision to wait until after the holidays. People who wait until January are often concerned about causing suffering to their children or spouse or extended family. There is a sense that they are easing the pain by waiting. Reason #2 – New Beginnings! The beginning of a new year always brings with it hope for a better year than the last. If they hope to save the marriage is lost, then it’s time to start over. The dread people feel around staying in a hopeless situation filled with resentments, anger, and misunderstandings is often overwhelming for people who decide to divorce in January. Most people feel if they don’t take the leap in January, they never will. So, filled with a sense of courage, they jump. Maybe they have tried everything. Maybe they were never committed enough to really put themselves fully into the relationship. It takes a ton of courage to look at yourself and be willing to retract the claws of blame long enough to really see if the marriage can be saved. I can help with that. If you’ve tried everything, give me a chance and I guarantee that if I can’t help you save your marriage, you’ll leave it knowing you’ve given it your all. You’ll also be better equipped to deal with your marriage in an empowered way and keep your heart open to a future lover. Reason #1 – To Benefit the Kids! Most people stay married for years because they don’t want to cause their children pain. They think they’re doing them a favor. But, when I ask them what they think they are teaching their children by staying in a loveless, unhappy, or abusive relationship they usually have big insights that lead to action. It’s not an easy thing to realize you’ve been teaching your children how to settle for less and how to be unhappy and how to put themselves last. When I ask my clients if they would want their children to stay in a relationship they were unhappy in, they ALWAYS reply “No!” It’s a humbling experience to realize the very reason you’re sacrificing your own happiness may be the very thing you are teaching your children to do later in life. They learn from watching you. They learn how to DO relationships by what they see you do. They really do learn by example. They learn how to be treated by what you put up within a relationship. They do! Maybe this realization helps you to decide to file for divorce in January. But, I recommend talking to me first. Because I have helped tons of people change their relationships into ones they can be proud of teaching modeling for their children. After working with me, guilt will reside and you can feel confident you’re making a good decision for yourself and your children, regardless of the decision you make. If you do decide to break up, you will understand why more divorces are filed in January than any other month.
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Rebuilding after divorce

“The way we feel about our [DIVORCE] is a result of the interpretations we have made.” There is no other truth that is more powerful than you have the power to choose how you interpret the painful events of your life! When you choose to look at your divorce as a catastrophic event or a catalyst for an even better life, then you are choosing to focus on an outcome that you are likely to manifest. This fact can be devastating or empowering, and you get to choose that too! Even quantum physics says nothing is created until it is first thought of in the mind. With this as a guiding principle, it is very important to become aware of our thoughts and the choices we are making, because within these interpretations we create our reality! Your life tomorrow will be the result of the interpretations you’re making today! Build a strong foundation! I know of very few experiences that throw people off more than a relationship crisis. Rebuilding after divorce isn’t a cakewalk. Whether it’s a betrayal, death, or divorce (which feels like a death), you must rebuild from the ground up! Your interpretations of your circumstances are your foundation. Imagine rebuilding your life on the following beliefs (which are very common, so don’t feel bad if you’re feeling this): I’m a failure I’m going to be alone forever I’m worthless I’ll never have the relationship I want, so I might as well settle for what I have What do you think you will create if you approach your future with those thoughts? Now, I’m not saying to pretend you’re not having these thoughts when you are. I’m saying that these are ONLY thoughts and interpretations of the reasons for your loss, and you do have the power to choose your beliefs. This is a very important distinction and can change your life, so bear with me. Rebuilding after divorce is absolutely necessary! What if you built your foundation on these thoughts: It’s obvious that there’s something better for me, or this wouldn’t be happening to me. I am worthy of copious amounts of love, respect, and care so obviously I need to move on from this relationship, because, if I’m not getting what I need here I need to make myself available for it somewhere else. I am so excited to meet the next love of my life because it only gets better from here. A belief that “I am not ever going to find another partner”, will leave you with a willingness to settle for less from your current partner (or other people in your life). The mindset that you won’t get what you want compels you to give in to fears of taking risks… of letting go… or of being alone… You get to choose in each moment! I am guilty of making negative interpretations as much as the next. It’s okay as long as we recognize that we are creating through our thoughts, words, and actions – and get the support we need to take the risks that will evolve us to the next level of co-creation. When you recognize you’re making negative interpretations, then simply stop. Consciously choose an interpretation that empowers you to move forward in creating a life after your divorce that you can be excited about. Three Steps to a strong foundation! Alright, this could take some time because the old way of interpreting what is happing in your life could be like digging out the old footings that held your old foundation up, but you need an upgrade Baby! Be patient, compassionate, and gentle with yourself as you learn to choose an empowered perspective for your circumstances. Try these three simple steps: Write down all the negative interpretations about your life, your partner, your work, etc. Yup! Get it ALL out, and don’t hold back because your empowered future depends on this! Make a list of alternate (empowered) interpretations for each one. Write a note to yourself that says: “What is an empowered interpretation?” each time you find yourself thinking of a negative interpretation. You can read about the Law of Choice in Debbie Ford’s book, Spiritual Divorce, or you can sign up here to receive information for my next online group study of Spiritual Divorce, so you can implement powerful spiritual laws of divorce in the presence of an online community and Spiritual Divorce coach.
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Divorce Care: 3 Steps to Protecting Your Heart

Protecting your heart is a normal & natural thing to do! But it won’t get you what you want. One of the first things to happen when you go through a breakup or divorce is: you hurt like a #($*%. The pain can cut through you like a hot knife leaving you gasping for air. The normal human reaction to pain is to protect yourself. But unconscious protecting of your heart will leave you feeling alone and miserable and at it’s worse, it will deaden your spirit and leave you disconnected from the very things you most want: love, partnership, connection, to not be alone. It’s very common to commit to never loving again because of how deeply you’ve been hurt. Here are 3 steps you can take to protect your heart and keep it open. Step 1 -Stop Pointing your Finger! Protections like anger, blame, and resentment, are a few of the walls we erect to protect our hearts. We think these protections keep us safe, but they don’t really work. We mistakingly think that someone has to be responsible for what went wrong and we either blame the other person or we beat ourselves up without mercy. What’s really happening if you’re blaming your ex for the pain you’re in is that you’re unconsciously directing responsibility for the breakup away from yourself. If he or she did something that was really awful, then it’s easy to point your finger and say, “It’s all your fault!” It’s no different than self-blame, except that you’re unconsciously taking all the responsibility. If you’re a self-blamer, then you’re saying things like, “If only I did _____ differently,” or “If only I was better at______.” Either way, the first step is to cease and desist all blame – inbound or outbound. What if it didn’t really matter whose fault it was? What if you could take responsibility for your part without blame? What if you didn’t take responsibility for the parts that aren’t yours-without pointing your finger? The result will be a conscious awareness of what you and your ex co-created – together! Your breakup wouldn’t be happening if only one of you was in the relationship. While it may still be painful to look at your breakup in this way, if you want to protect your heart and keep it open for future love, then you must take responsibility without blame. Learn more about Spiritual Divorce ™ and the Law of Responsibility. Step 2 – Be Ruthlessly Compassionate! You can’t keep your heart open and protect it without a huge dose of compassion as you look at yourself and your part of the breakup. You may be tempted to circle back to the blame. Instead, take a breath and tell yourself that you’re okay and you did the best you could at the time. Be firm with yourself and don’t go into beating yourself up. If you do have an over-powering inner-critic, send him or her away for a vacation – they need a break! You will need to be able to be gentle with yourself as you notice your relationship patterns. Step 3 – Identify Your Red Flags! The information you discover from taking responsibility without blame will likely illuminate the choices you made that led to your breakup. If you’re completely honest with yourself, you will likely notice that you avoided something that you shouldn’t have avoided by sweeping it under the carpet. Maybe you didn’t speak up or you ignored signs of cheating, maybe you weren’t really happy but stayed for the kids. Give yourself permission to find your red flags, because they are your gold mine. Your red flags are what you will use to keep your heart open and safe at the same time. By addressing red flags as they come up, you will build a trusting relationship with yourself that you can count on to make conscious relationship choices. Need Support and divorce care? Learn the 7 Spiritual Laws in an 8-week Study & Support Group If you just haven’t been able to get through your pain, then I’d like to invite you to join me in a study of Debbie Ford’s Spiritual Divorce and get divorce care and support in our interactive online group. Use the above link to get more information or email me to sign up for the 8-week support group starting soon. You’re going to be okay!
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